HI peeps!
Hahas well didn't really have
alot of stuff to say but yesterday there was something really very happy and touching happen. We cried together after me confessing something really touching towards her.
I told her that If one day she wouldn't remember anything including me. I'll make sure she'll remember me and other memories within 15
mins or 1 hr because
i'll tape everything down as each day pass because I know in my heart that each day pass her memories will pass out whenever she sleeps. The last sentence that I said very carefully and softly was "I'll really go all the way for you when this happens to you" and immediately I burst out into some hamster tearing. She teared too. I was happy that this kind of situation would actually happen to us. Almost the whole night we were tearing and giggle with loads of joy and got all expects of50 years kind of love life that we spent together. We both thought of a same way which is that we really want to be those kind of cute old couple that is support each other with each foot that they step on forward....
Then suddenly she told me that she wants to be 70 years with me. I was kinda shock because 70 years is really a figure with numbers.... which i cannot accept that well.. but soon after those sentence she told me immediately that,
thats the minimum. I was like
SOOO wanting to hug her already... I never felt so love and lucky before... DARLING I LOVE YOU! I don't really know why but all in my mind can only think of telling u I love you and I mean loads of I love you. There is no end to it.
How come I would tell her the stuff about losing her memories including me. Because I watch a show which is call as "My 2 faces girlfriend" Well if anyone did watch that show you'll know what I mean when you spent almost your entire time with the one you love and always taking care of her whenever her other self comes out and receive so much of treatment from her and in the end got to see her 1 meter away from you and see how the
psychiatric killed her other self by hynotising her which is actually for her own good. And those sence which was showing she asking him to be a lighthouse and ask him to run far away from her just for her to see a true lighthouse and in the end run away from him because she doesn't want him to know about her next treatment which is the killing of her other self...(don't mind me for using loads of "and" had run out of words for me). So this is all about it. I really do love her i really do....
Signing off: Totally in love Prince
